《Old Investor's Final Battle: 5000u Survival Path》day12

Today's Record: Loss/Break-even

Picked garbage from big pools, compared benchmark addresses, discovered some new issues. Very important to judge the depth of targets well. Some targets can cause a few points of fluctuation with just a few u. Don't look at the pool like it's not small with 200 sol. Like today when buying, Price Impact showed -5%, meaning you estimate buying 5% cheaper than market price, thinking it's great, but right after buying it shows you're down 5% in unrealized loss. This is actually very poor depth. Tomorrow continuing to observe and explore if I can pick 10 more.

River Stone Picking 3.18day6

Today I watched chapter 2 of "Human Choice, Heaven Choice, Wheel", which resolved one of my doubts. Before this I thought there seemingly weren't any stones to pick every day, because not every day has events that cause obvious emotional waves. But actually this version just wants you to start recording and writing diary—this is what Luffy said about recording traces, this way gradually you can see your own river clearly. How to record the diary? It's not recording transaction flow, not recording just emotions and reasoning. You should record using this template below: 1. What happened today—only state facts, don't mix in any commentary or viewpoint. 2. What was my first reaction at that moment? 3. What did I actually want to get, see the desire clearly? 4. What was I actually afraid of, find the fear? 5. What reason did I find for myself, how did I rationalize it? 6. What stone did I pick today, short and concentrated? After recording for a period and looking back, you'll discover some stones repeat. Those are big stones. 7. Next time I'll do this way—this is getting close to choice, the goal afterwards.

1. What's the most emotionally stirring thing today. During dinner, my daughter and son started arguing and fighting because their feet bumped under the table. I got angry and said—can't a family get a little bump without getting this angry over it, is it worth it?

2. What was my first reaction at that moment? Angry, not understanding.

3. What did I actually want to get (desire)? Wanted the two kids to be harmonious, family to be harmonious.

4. What was I actually afraid of (fear)? Afraid of the living atmosphere being destroyed.

5. What reason did I find for myself? Children don't understand, they'll be fine when they grow up.

6. What main stone did I pick today? Fear of family disharmony.

7. If I encounter the same thing tomorrow, how am I preparing to choose? Pick up greed, put down fear and receive blessing: want the children's emotions stable, adults' emotions must stabilize first. Next time I say this kind of blaming words it's really unnecessary, no need to lecture like this, treat it as a normal small thing and don't let myself get emotional about it.